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Thursday, 08 January 2009

Help Me!

As many of you know, I have starting working for State Farm selling all kinds of insurance. I am mostly responsible for car insurance. If any of you, who are living in Tennessee, would like to support me, I could really use a few AUTO quotes right now. I made this survey for you. Also, if you have any questions about your coverages, let me know and I will be glad to explain or help you with anything that I can.

http://www.surveygizmo.com/s/93790/free-auto-quote

Tuesday, 25 March 2008

Addicted

Some I have come to the conclusion that I am addicted to WoW. For the longest time, I thought it was a bad thing, since it's a video game, and there is so much more to life than video games. Now, I've realized that I was wrong, at least to some degree. I have been struggling with some pretty intense depression, and one of the few things that make me cheer up is new found friends on WoW. I've gotten to the point where I just don't want to leave the house, and it isn't the game's fault, just me. I can't wait until I move to Hendersonville and get away from the hell of Cookeville. Either way, I'm glad that I have found a way to talk to people without getting nervous or feeling out of place. And soon, I hope, I can begin to rebuild mylife somewhere new.

For those of you that do now know, I am taking a year off of school since I hate it. I don't know what I want anymore. I love to proof-read, but that is not what teaching is about. If only I could find an editorial job with a degree. I just love grammar!!! By the way, don't proof-read this, I'm sure it's terrible. But yeah, Eddie and I are going to move to Nashville where he can get a job. My mom is going to help me find a job doing legal secretary work. If I like it, I can take the rest of the courses needed to be a paralegal. If I don't like it, I will have the experience and hopefully get a job at a vet. If I like the vet, maybe I will get a vet tech license. Who knows? Either way, I just rushed into the college thing. And the car accident made me a different person. I am not sure yet if she is broken or not. But regardless of the damages, I gotta find a way to make it work. So, I hope that everyone isn't to disappointed in me. I have to find a way to live life, or what is the point. The hardest thing about life is to live in it. Live, and be brave. (Buffy FTW!!!!). I'll find joy again one day, and when I do . . . world watch out.

Saturday, 02 February 2008

A Little About me

Oh how different life can be. Who would have thought that I would be all married by now? Married life is great by the way, Eddie is an amazing person. School is getting better, especially because I am starting to make some friends. I still feel really lonely a lot since I don't have a "best friend" so much anymore. I mean Scott hangs out with me a whole bunch, but I am not comfortable talking to him about the way I feel and all that other girl stuff. The way I feel has been really weird for me lately. I have been struggling with depression, and I can't shake it. There isn't a main reason for it either. I just find myself crying for no reason. Anxiety attacks have also showed their ugly face. It's really frustrating since I can't find a trigger as to what is bothering me, so they are hard to fight off. I blame this bout with Prilosec. Apparently there are all kinds of side effects to that drug that no one talks about. I was a wreck while I was taking it. Within two days or stopping, I felt a thousand times better.

I quit my job at Wal Mart. God, I hated that place. I like the people that I worked with, but I hated the job. Well that's not true either. I hated Wal Mart and the people in cookeville. I hated being nice to people I despise, but that is something I have to do in any job. I think the worst part was the company. I just wanted to tell the customers to put back their stuff and go to K Mart, lol. Working at Wal Mart made me realize how corrupt and evil marketing and corporations are. Working at Wal Mart made me look into food production, and I was disgusted. If you can't trust the people that make your food, who can you trust? America is slowly poisoning its people due to the worship of the mighty dollar...

Anyway, thats my ramblings for now....until next time.
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Wednesday, 03 October 2007

Life Update

So here I am. Everything seems to be going well for me. Most of the things that I have been stressing about have sorta worked themselves out. My health insuranse lasts until May. I think my increase in headaches is due to my wisdom teeth...and yes, I have an appointment. Eddie and I set a date for our wedding. June 14 2008. If I havent told you, don't be mad...I still love you. I would love for everyone to come. Im also happy that my Dad is going to come since Andrew agreed to ignore him. I paid off my beautiful car. I'm caught up in all my classes. The only things left I have to stress about are my wedding, class, and moving. Anyone know a cheap hole-in-the-wall for me to livein? :) Oh yeah, I also got another part-time job. I am house-sitting for New Life Assisted Living. I make more there in 2 days then a whole week at Wal Mart. Hopefully I can do both since I only work there every other weekend. Well that's all for now. Catch ya later!